positive things...

Name 1 positive thing you did this week... I didnt hang up on the teklemarketer
Name 1 thing you want to do in your freetime this weekend....read the newspaper
Name your favourite song at the moment-fully alive-firefly
Name a positive woman who has had an impact on your life..Krissy she has made the biggest 360 in life and that is something i look up to...

o my... it has been far to long between tricks!!

So much has happened since 2007..I fell in love, I had a baby, I got married, I rejoined the workforce, I became a student again.... I moved 3 times, I went to see foo fighters,tegan and sara,rage against the machine,michael buble,ani difranco, Lucana Coil,megadeath,static X and devil driver. I made countless trips to sydney and brisbane. I rediscovered my passion for photography. I took time off performing, and then pulled on the fishnets and squeezed myself into dresses that no longer fitted..remember I had a baby?? And statrted singing again.

My best friend moved away and i miss her terribly, she is the friend that you can cry with, have MAD road trips, singing at the top of your lungs to PINK and jamaroquai and when you hit that bad note look at each other and break in to belly rumbling laughter.

Her visits are never long enough...we live 5 hours from one another, the phone calls are seldom due to ridicilous work hours. It's funny how after the move I just wish she was down the road again!

last time she was here she took some amazing shots of my destruction derby Cooper-Jak, those pics have made it into a now famous coffee table book!! well famous in my house and the grandparents house!!

I miss my guitar playing dyke... I miss the "we're both having a CRAp day lets pull the guitar out and sing over bad coffee(well bad if she was making) and lasts see who lasts the longest playing
BUZZ..who falls asleep first her or icepick?

Mistaken

With all that was said I've come to this place
YOu should of seen the look on your face
take a step back..remember where i've been
Walking through the emotion I just need to feel clean

If you think i want you in my life..You're mistaken
And I didn't think I could feel this hatered

So my lifes goes on evolving day by day
You and you're problems want them all to go away
So don't try and see me I'm above you're every need
take your hands off of me I just need to feel free

If you think I want you in my life...you're mistaken
And I didn't think I could feel this hatered

So take a second and you will see
I'm everything i Want to be
So just take a second and you will see
I'm nothing like I used to be

If you think i want you in my life..you're mistaken
And I didn't think i could feel this hatered.....

Witches and fairies

Witches and Fairies!!!

I So Want SUMMER to stay!!!!!!

1. The Misanthropic: Name something you absolutely hate.

I hate that as humans we without doubt will "assume".... Without knowing all the information and making a decision or judgement we can without doubt create"DRAMA" we can without doubt hurt somebodies feelings, we can without a doubt make life a living hell for someone we know.


2. The Meretricious: Expose something or someone that’s phony, fraudulent or bogus.

Mobile phones and thier owners who will NEVER turn thier mobiles off!!!!!



3. The Malcontent: Name something you’re unhappy with.

The negativity that can surround certain people, how they allow thier BLACK hole to penetrate all those who try to have a positive influence on thier day to day lives.


4. The Meritorious: Give someone credit and name it if you can.

I have a close friend who has many different HATS she wears in her daily life..
She is a Sister, a Mother, a Friend, a Daughter, An Aunty, a mentor, a Teacher, a girlfriend, a fitness instructor, a voice coach, a Dancer...The list is never ending, yet she still finds time to maintain her frienships and relationships. This wonderful woman is one of my closest friends I count her as a very important member of my family. She is a true inspiration and somebody who proves no matter how damaging your past may have been whether self-inflected or something you had no control over..YOU CAN make something of your life! You Should never wait for something or somebody to come and wave a magic wand...YOUR life is ONLY what you make of it!




5. The Mirror: See something good about yourself and name it.

My ability to smile through adversary..my ability to remain optimisic even when my life feels like it it is falling apart.


6. The Make-Believe: Name something you wish for.


My dinner to be made for me..everything washed up and put away..and flowers..I always feel content with flowers in my home..it really is the little things that I wish for.